Although my life is often hectic I am finding myself bored and I am eating.  When I have down time I check myspace, check my email inbox and then I just sit here bored.  I don't get up and do laundry or vaccuum or mop but I do scour the kitchen looking for something to put in my mouth.

I had broken this habit months ago when I realized I was eating out of boredom at night but now I am back to doing it again.  My kids are not home during the day and I am . . . . bleh.

Next subject, limitations and self image.  I am having serious limitations due to the massive abdominal hernias that are deforming my abdomen.  I could barely crawl across the floor after my son today (I was the mommy dragon and he was the baby brother dragon).  My thigh kept bumping my hernia!!  Uggggg. . . . the limitations that I am experiencing are starting to effect my self image in a really bad way.  I am trying very hard to reverse the negative thinking.

The other thing - what to do about Dr.s?  My Dr. is VERY far away AND I am not yet comfortable with his office and staff.  I tried contacting the insurance specialist for over a month and did not get through to her until this morning.  Thankfully she told me she is submitting my request to insurance this week.  I am hoping that meant today since it's Friday ;).

I think that's about it for now.  I don't really feel like going in to any more detail at the moment.

Night Night.