Well I have three Beautiful children all under 4.  Life is crazy at times I've been thinking about wls since sept of 05 but found out i was pregnant and kept on dreaming ,now its been 8 months since my son was born and I know I can do this.  I know its a rough road and many have traveled it.  I plan on joining them. I came here where I have found much support , and Ithank you.  My mom and grandmother are very supportive if this is what I want to do and I have a coulple of really great friends close by  that is good enough for me.  I want to be able to play with my children,you know run around and play catch without losing breath and explaining why i cant run to a three year old he will ask me why i dont play on the floor with him like daddy does and its hard to make him understand i cant get up and down very well.   I want to play with my kids and have fun with them not that we dont have fun but they are very active and half the time i cant catch them my 65 year old grandmother lives with me and she can makes me feel like a blob see says its because see has alot more experince well i wanna out run her old ass im 25 i should be able to do that i used to i know the day will come when i can climb that mountian and make to the top and still be able to take a big deep breath of that wonderful fresh air.