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My Story Hi I'm Karen. I am married to the most wonderful caring man. I have one daughter. We recently moved from California to Georgia. I was a chunky kid but never super over weight. Until college. I started putting on weight at about age 22-23. At first I would cut back on junk & eat lots of soup. It helped. But then I made the horrendous mistake of going on Jenny Craig. I lost 25lbs and my metabolism. I also lost all self control. I steadily gained weight for several years. At 26 yrs old I went on Lindora out of desperation. (Lindora is a California based company that has a doctor and nurses on staff to monitor and give vitamin injections. It's basically Atkins in a controlled setting.) Well I lost about 60lbs. It took almost a year. Boy was I thrilled with my new figure and new clothes. I got down to about 140lbs for about a month. I creeped up slowly at first then the next thing I know I'm in full blown carbo frenzy. Next time I weighed in was at about 230lbs at around age 31. Well now THAT was my highest weight ever & I was frustrated & felt like a complete failure. I was dealing with depression & self loathing. I eventually went up to 315lbs somewhere in my late 30's. I had some boyfriends but I soon quit dating because of my self esteem as well as embarrassment. At 38 I was treated for depression with medication and that really helped. I started going to a personal trainer & working out every day. I lost maybe 20lbs. It was so dang hard! I felt like I was always starving. Soon I met a wonderful man who sees me and not my weight. We married when I was 41. The pics of me in Hawaii are from our honeymoon. I was 300lbs and blissfully happy with my husband and damn miserable with my body. Of course I put on a happy face & pretended not to feel self conscious. All the while I was crying inside. Well here I am 14 months after the wedding I've lost and gained the same 30lbs. I'm at the end of my rope. UNCLE!! I can't take it I need HELP. At first I was thinking of doing lap band. Then I started researching more & got on this site & the lap band talk site. Well the VSG sounds like the perfect thing for me. I don't want the RNY/DS due to malsorption and issues I already have with vitamins. I just need help getting the hungry beast under control. I really wanna start participating in life again and not sit on the sidelines. I used to be good about exercising, now my knees and feet hurt all the time. I'm looking forward to a fresh start. I can't wait to go on this journey knowing I have a tool to help me conquer the beast.
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