- Username: lisaweisenbach
- Location: Jonesboro, AR, USA
- Member Since: 2/15/2005
- BMI: 63.5
- Post Op
- Surgery Type: VSG (03/17/08)
- Surgeon: Armando Joya
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Surgeon TestimonialArmando JoyaI felt that Dr. Joya was very nice. He had a nice, warm smile and vibe about him. He is very quiet but seems very competent. I didn't have as much interaction with him as I would have liked, being that he was my surgeon.
His staff were all really nice. They all spoke English well. Some of the hospital staff didn't speak much English, so that was a bit difficult.
He spoke to me for a little while before my surgery..explaining the surgery, risks, etc. He never spoke of aftercare or anything else really. He left that for his assistant to tell me about.
I did have a complication - an accidental lacerated liver due to its size. It was fixed properly, I think. However, I don't feel I received enough care afterward because of this. I was really scared but none of the doctors talked to me about it afterward. They only told my husband what had happened..but after that, nothing was ever said again - until I got an additional bill for all the extra care.
Now that I've had time to reflect, I am glad that I went to Dr. Joya. I have my Sleeve and recovering well.
Thank you, Dr. Joya....and your staff. You have changed my life!
Member Interests
- Books & Literature - I love to read - John Saul, Dean Koontz, James Patterson
- Family & Friends - I am very close to my family and friends
- Cats - I have a cat named Chance
- Dogs - I have a dog named Sammie
- Movies - I enjoy watching movies; action and horror
- Music - I love music; pop rock and the 80s are my favorites
- Jewely Making - This is new, just learning, but enjoying it.
- Married - I am married to Larry. We have 2 children: Joshua and Jillian
- RN - I am an RN, now disabled
- BMI over 50 - I am hoping that one day, this will not be the case.
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Hello, I'm Lisa.  
Welcome to my Weight Loss journey!
"Food doesn't taste as good as Thin feels!"
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! on November 17, 2008 5:57 am
Today, I turned 41yrs old. I hate getting old. My life is half over and I still haven't lived to my full potential. I just know I haven't. I have only me to blame, and believe me, I blame myself enough.
Today also marks my 8th month surgiversary. In some ways, it seems like it has been longer, other ways, it seems impossible that its been that long.
I'm up to 88 lbs lost right now. I'm sad because I won't be able to reach my 100 lb goal by Thanksgiving. I've messed up the last few months so that now that goal is impossible to reach, but I will get close. I still have almost 2 wks to go, so I'm going to try to make the best of it. My body is ready for a big loss for a change...or maybe its just me that's ready...either way, I would be elated to see a 12 lb loss by Thanksgiving..sure it's possible, but not very likely.
I have decided to try the Atkins Induction diet for the next 2 wks....see how that helps.. It's mostly protein, under 20g carbs per day. I think it would kickstart me back into motion. I know on Thanksgiving day, I intend to eat whatever I want. It's always been one of my favorite days of the year. My family gets together, some that we haven't seen in awhile. It's always a good time. It would be awesome to announce that I've lost 100 lbs...
*sigh*
I must not think of that too much, or I will get depressed by it.
NSV's - no new ones to report. I'm still enjoying my driving and shopping sprees. Using a powerchair or scooter in the stores is a thing of the past. I look at them as I enter a store, smile, and grab a shopping cart. I love that. I love going to the movies again. I can fit in the seats easily, without having to squish my fat roles into it. I can bend over and pick things off of the floor easier. I can even squat for short periods of time. I've even sat on the floor and gotten up with relative ease. I've been doing alot more housecleaning, although my house is still a mess. It needs a good cleaning from floor to ceiling and everything in between. I'm working on one room at a time. By the time I get to everything, it will be time to start over again. LOL
I've been looking into further surgery lately. I haven't been able to find a surgeon closeby that will take me as a patient since I've already been through WLS. I did find one in Georgia that says he "might" do a revision on my Sleeve.. not really a revision, but an adjustment of some kind to make it smaller. If I knew Medicare would pay for that, I would go for it. I have no more monetary resources to pay for another surgery. I think I will just live with what I have and make the best of it. Too bad I'm not a good dieter...this would be easy. But I'm not so it will be difficult. Once I get all of the carbs out of my system, it should be easier.
Love 'n Hugs,
Lisa
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7 Month Surgiversary on October 17, 2008 6:53 pm
These last 7 months have been some of the hardest and most exciting of my life. Currently, I'm at an 83 lb loss. Over the last several weeks, I've gone up and down +/-5 lbs. This has been very disheartening to say the least.
I still have my goal - lose 100 lbs by Thanksgiving. I'm going to try my best, but it seems its harder to stick with my diet plan these days. I lose weight really easy when I stick to the plan, but when I veer off much, I gain.
I still have experienced a stall, like others have. I guess that is good. I would hate to know I was following my diet perfectly, but not losing at all. At least I know that my gaining lately is my fault - small consolation, but a consolation nonetheless.
I really had some fears that I was messing up my Sleeve, but with alot of talks with my friends here on OH, I realize thats not the case. My Sleeve is bigger than I would like it to be, thats true. But theres nothing I can do about that - if I had the money, I might could find a doctor who could make it smaller, but alas, money doesn't grow on trees.
A few wks ago, I took a nasty fall down my porch steps. I still have pain from it. I thought I had broken my tail bone, but luckily it was just deeply bruised. Theres nothing that could have been done for a break anyway. So, I have been on narcotics and muscle relaxers for the pain. I spent more and more time lying around and hurting so bad. Thus, I reached for food. I wish I would remember that food is not my friend...perhaps someday I will learn that.
My stress level at home has been really high lately as well. I know that didn't help the eating situation at all. I'm trying to get things worked out, but there are just some things that will never be very good.
I keep thinking more and more about working again. I know I want to, but so scared that it is an impossible dream. Time will tell.
love 'n hugs..
Lisa
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6 Months - Reflections on September 17, 2008 4:35 pm
It's almost hard to believe its been 6 months. But its been a hard 6 months, full of ups and downs...but plenty of NSV's too!
I am still struggling with my food. I can still eat alot more than everyone else. That will always bother me I think. I really don't know why it is, but I can't change it. I can't afford more surgery. So, I have to try to do my best with what I have.
I had lost 81 lbs.. but the last few weeks have had more weight gains, then losses, then a gain, then more loss... I think I'm technically at 79 lbs right now. It's very depressing....as if I needed something else to bother me and get me down. I know I am my worst enemy. I do things that mess myself up and then I get upset about it and beat myself up. I can easily analyze my situation. But finding a solution and therapeutic ideas to change this behavior....well that totally eludes me. I realize I need therapy.. but I'm not going into my reasons for resisting that at the moment.
Do I have regrets? Yes, I do. I have alot of them. The Sleeve? No, not really. There is some doubts there though. I do wonder if I should have chosen a different surgery. I had the option, so its my fault for saying No to it. But I didn't have a crystal ball with me, ya know? I just didn't know how difficult my journey would be. I know it sounds like I'm having a pity party, but I'm not really. I'm only upset with myself, not my Sleeve.
I simply don't have enough restriction. I get hungry....often. I can eat way too much and not even feel like I've over done it. There are times that I can't eat as much, but most times, I eat more than I should be able to. I eat til I'm full.
*sigh*
I wonder if I should stay on OH. I do love it here. I enjoy helping others..but look at what a mess I am. How can I possibly help others? I've had so many tell me I'm doing everything wrong, not following rules, etc. That really makes me feel sad and usually sends me to my bedroom in tears. I'm too sensitive, I just can't help it. I came by it honestly. My mom cries easily.. and my granny.. oh God, how I miss her... she was even worse...so very sensitive. I haven't gotten over her death and I never will. I wish she were here to tell me I'm doing great and support me unconditionally.
Wow...I'm getting away from the subject... now I'm a blubbering mess. Ahhhh, stop crying, Lisa. Granny would be uspet if she knew I was doing that. She never got to see me live my dream...getting WLS. She was really afraid for me, but knew I needed it. I hope she can see me now.. on good days, when I'm not crying over her..
Anyway... this journey is so hard. But I have so many other problems in my life, WLS has just been one more thing..
But on a happier note.. I have lost 80 lbs or so. I'm doing all the things I wasn't able to do 6 months ago - driving, walking thru stores/malls/Fair, and so much more.
I know I have to buckle down and get back on track. I've been battling constipation lately. This is such a foreign concept to my body. After doing everything that I knew to do...things that should have helped... I finally saw my doctor about it. Now, I'm taking some new meds for it. So far, so good. I'm hoping constipation is history! I think with all the stress of that and a few other things, I've turned back to food again. I know its not my friend, so I have to push it away...at least the bad choices.
WLS has saved and changed my life for the better.....sure, its hard..but to get to this point, I would do it again. But I might have chosen a different surgery, I really don't know. It couldn't have been predicted how my Sleeve would be...and truthfully, its not horrific....just a bit more complicated...such is my life...always has been..always will be I suppose.
love 'n hugs
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Ups And Downs on August 17, 2008 11:46 am
Today is my 5 month anniversary since surgery.
I had gotten up to 79 lbs loss..until this past week...when I went the other direction...gaining a horrible 5 lbs. No, its not a stall, its not water retention...its all food...all me...all going back to my food choices which have sucked really bad this week. I've tried really hard not to let it get me down, tried really hard not to beat myself up about it.....However, I failed miserably at that too. I've been so depressed all weekend.
Friday, August 15, 2008- my 21st wedding anniversary. We had a nice romantic night planned..which was mostly ruined by my bad mood. I just couldn't make myself happy for anything.
It seems like I take a few steps forward...the I plunge back even more....leaving me exhausted and miserable.
I've never been good at "dieting" and had hoped that my surgery would bring an end to the hardship of that task... I had hoped that I wouldn't have to "diet" like I once did (and failed at). However, that is not the case...I guess it wasn't meant to be....
I find myself having to "diet"....having to watch carbs, calories, protein, etc....having to watch portions closely, bc everyday I see how much I can actually eat....and its terrifying...and gets worse with each passing day. I wish I could go back and get a micro-sleeve.....I don't think they actually do that, but I think it might help to get my Sleeve made smaller. If I could afford that, I would do it!
At this point, I really don't think I will ever make goal. I don't think I've stopped losing... I know I can lose more. But as days go on...weeks, months pass....it does get harder...which makes me having to work harder. Do I feel it's worth it to work hard? of course I do....but that doesn't make it any easier.
On the Up side of things.....I have a plan. I plan to go back to basics, starting tomorrow... I should have started that today, but didn't. Tomorrow will work out better. My daughter starts back to school tomorrow. I dread that, but it will give me the time that I need to get my head back on straight...to get my eating under control. I won't have to worry about fixing her meals along-side of mine on a daily basis...which usually got me into trouble.
I'm here to tell everyone - especially those of you who are contemplating WLS....you can gain weight after surgery..for some of us, it's much easier than others. You still have to do the work...and use your "tool" in a good way. But to lose the weight, to feel better, look better, be healthy again....it's worth it. I still feel that way! Even thu the Ups and Downs!
love 'n hugs,
Lisa
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5 MONTHS AND 75 LBS LATER on August 1, 2008 11:45 am
Wow! What a ride this has been so far.
Today marks 5 months....from the day I started my pre-op diet....until today.... and I've finally reached my first goal - 75 POUNDS!!!!!
I knew it was coming, but it feels so surreal. There's just something magical about 75....especially when it comes to weight loss. I can't imagne how it will feel to reach my next goal - 100 pounds.
I am feeling pretty happy now. I have bad days and good days. But I have my eating and food in a new perspective. I no longer beat myself up over poor choices. I know I'm going to make them...but tomorrow is a new day...so is the next meal...
I pretty much eat what I want....in moderation, and I watch my portions. Sometimes I eat a little more than I should. I feel a little sick for awhile when I do this....not to the point that I'm going to puke...but just that icky feeling when we get too full. It passes after an hour or so. Walking helps ease it too. I find myself walking around in my yard more often these days, when I do that. I try not to...since its just too HOT to be outside.
I don't exercise. I do go swimming at least once/week, which is great exercise. It would be great if I could manage to go more often. Sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. I know I need to do it more and I'm hoping with more weight loss, I will feel better to do it. Although, I admit. I HATE exercising! LOL
thats my 5 month update.....and the journey continues..
love 'n hugs,
Lisa
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I've always been overweight. The lowest my weight has ever been was 150 lbs. I was 18yrs old at that time. So many times I have wished I could go back in time to the point where I began gaining weight again and slap myself into reality. LOL. But alas, that can't happen. When I got married in 1987 at 19yrs of age, I was at 200 lbs. Two years later, I had a child and my weight blossomed up to 290 and stayed there for many years. I was still working at the time. By profession, I am a Registered Nurse. I had dieted so many times. Nothing ever worked until the wonder drugs came out..the Phen-Fen sensation. They were awesome. So many of us took them. I lost 30 lbs in 3 months time. I was feeling fantastic. I was working out every day of the week, eating healthy, and I was weaning myself off of the drugs while still losing weight. I thought I was on my way to a healthier, more fullfiling life. Then, I got pregnant again. I had thought my baby-making days were over...had hoped they were. So, I had to stop the meds. I began eating whatever I wanted...my thoughts were....I will eat what I want while pregnant, then after I have the baby, I will go back on the meds and lose it again. Well that would have been fine, except that within a few months, one of the drugs was taken off the market for being unsafe. So, I gained up to an all new high of 398 lbs, then I had my daughter. I lost about 30 lbs with the birth..but have not seen under 300 lbs since before the pregnancy.
Hereditary wise, I have no idea where my weight comes from. None of my family members are anywhere near my size. Theres a few overweight ones, but only by about 20 lbs at most. So, my weight comes from me. What can I say? I love food and I love the wrong foods. If only I enjoyed eating healthy foods, I wouldn't have as big of a problem. Its kinda hard to make yourself eat foods you despise. But at this time in my life, Im willing to put more effort into a weight loss endeavor. I know I can't do it alone. That's why I turned to WLS. I'm praying now, that I have found the right surgeon and I will get my surgery within in the next 3 months. I'm hoping that is realistic, if not, I will give it longer. I'm thankful that I have a supportive family and friends who are willing to be there for me. This will be the most difficult thing that I ever do in my life..but the most important for my life!
This has been such a long journey for me. I decided back in 2002 that I would get the WLS. I didn't know which one at that time, so I began researching a little, but not alot. I was in the process of trying to get my Disability and wasn't able, financially, to really pursue the surgery. It took me 2 yrs to get the Disability and begin receiving Medicare. This is when I really started looking into WLS. I looked online some, I talked to my doctor. I then found OH and became a member in 2005. This is where I found a doctor near me in Memphis that accepted Medicare. I went to his seminar and decided that I wanted him as my surgeon. The first appointment was a huge disappointment and set me back quite awhile. I was told that my BMI was too high and that I would have to lose 50 lbs before he would even consider the surgery on me. I was devastated and slipped into a deep depression. A few months later, I came back and began looking again. I went to a surgeon in my hometown. He didnt accept Medicare, so he wouldn't accept me as a patient. So, I was back to square one. It just seemed I was meeting roadblock after roadblock.
November 14, 2007 - I am back in the running for the Bariatric surgery. I saw a surgeon today, here in Jonesboro. He will do the surgery, if I lose some weight. I guess I can see the rationale in that, but I seriously don't know how I'm going to manage it. I will be starting a 3 week liquid diet on Monday. I guess I will just do my best, which is all I can do. I have lots of support from my family and friends. This is going to be a hard endeavor, but nothing in life is easy. I found that out long ago. I turn 40yrs old in 3 days...I guess this is my birthday present to myself, although it will take me several months before I am able to get the surgery. I am really nervous, scared actually. But I have to do it. For me, for my kids.
 Nursing is so important to me. I haven't been able to do it for many years now. I have maintained my license. I am praying that one day I can return to it.
Here is a webpage that compares the major WLS. I found it quite useful when deciding on the VSG.
http://www.lapsf.com/weight-loss-surgeries.html
Check out our photos from Puerto Vallarta ---- http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v11/ladiesassie/Puerto%20Vallarta/
WHY I CHOSE VSG (over the other Bariatric surgeries)
After much research, I decided on the VSG - Vertical Sleeve Gastrectomy. It was the simplest of the procedures. Done laprascopically (most of the time), the surgeon goes in and detaches approximately 80% of the stomach and removes it from the body. You are left with a small tummy, roughly the size of a banana, which resembles a "sleeve", hence the nickname. Having this smaller tummy allows us to eat a much small amount, resulting in weight loss - provided we follow a healthy diet of course. Most post-ops with the VSG (and the other surgeries I believe) follow a high protein, lower carb diet. We can eat virtually anything that we want. We don't have the problems seen with the other procedures: no metabolic disturbances, no malabsorption, no dumping syndrome, no slippage or erosion from a foreign object inside our bodies (lapband) or fills/unfills on a regular basis.
For me, the VSG does what I never could - portion control. I would eat literally tons of food. I would stuff myself until I was sick. It's sickening to think of the amounts of food I was able to consume pre-VSG. I'm so thankful for my "tool".
The VSG may not be for everyone. Making the decision for WLS is very difficult - then you are faced with the decision of which surgery that will fit you and your lifestyle best. This is a very personal choice. You must do your research. Read as much as you can on the procedures: learn what to expect pre-op, during surgery, immediately post-op, and long-term. Talk to others who have gone before you. Go to search engines, look up the procedures. Discuss your options with a doctor. Attend seminars. Ask questions. This is your LIFE! Let no stone be unturned. You owe it to yourself to be well-informed.
Good luck with your journey!
WEIGHT HISTORY
Highest - 397
Lowest - 150 (age 18)
Pre-op Diet Day 1 - 396
Day of Surgery - 385
Current -
No Matter what situation's life throws at You.
No matter how long and treacherous your journey may seem.
Remember, There is a light at the end of tunnel.................
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