Well its that time. I must update my profile since I haven’t since May……Wow I can’t believe how fast time flies. I turned 10 months old last Friday and am feeling like I am falling back into my old ways. It is really discouraging.  I find that I am hungry at night, so I find myself eating while I am in bed. I know this is the worst thing for me to do. This is an “old bad habit” I have fallen into. I must kick it!! I have not been going to the support groups like I use too so maybe that is why I am letting my “bad habits” come back. I have been lurking way too much on this board and not posting. “BAD ME!!” I know there is many newbie’s that need support advice and guidance. So I must get on the ball with that. As for my personal life it has been nothing less then crazy. I know that seems like always the case, but it really is. I have been feeling really depressed lately and overwhelmed.  I have thought about getting back on depression meds, but I really don’t want to do that.  My girls have started soccer so we are back on the soccer 4 days a week thingy again. I have started school and that is not going so well, I am feeling like I am going to fail. Anatomy is kicking my hinny and math I am doing ok in I just need to work on it more.

As for my weight loss, It has been slow and steady. I found that I was stuck on a stall for about a month and a half then I really started looking at what I was doing and changed it up a little. I wasn’t getting all my protein in everyday I was eating carbs and sugars like nothing and I wasn’t moving. So I really had a soul talk and went to the vit shop and got me a case of bullets and started everyday off with one of those and a glass of water, cut out most carbs and sugars and started walking at the girls practices instead of sitting. I also joined a softball team. Well I must say after 2 weeks the scale moved 8 pounds down. I was so happy. But now I am back on a stall again, I think it is because I have lost as much as I am going to loose. I mean I have lost 111lbs. So I can’t complain, well off to school now to study.  Until the next time I update everyone stay safe and keep that protein going in.